Shadowed grief alleviates acidity flowing through my veins, clear eyed understanding gives way, to the finer, sadder shades of meaning. The light I left behind me, grows dimmer every day, but I take comfort. It's cold. It's like how I never knew, how much the moon really lit my way, until it finally set, I fell in love with you the moment you said, I have to walk away. Maybe it's because I want what I can't have, but somehow somehow, I don't think. By the power of my soul I swear, I will end this pain.